On Sept 12th I celebrate the day of me becoming a Mother… I see my baby is growing so fast…. I am happy but I feel sad deep inside somewhere….It’s hard to accept that my baby is grown so big… My heart is heavy denying the fact ….Tears come out…. may be to ruin my “special” occasion….. she doesn’t know but that invites her …..she wants to play …and I can’t deny at this time …but I am not ready…I am tired….very tired ….This time it’s very hard now to convince her….I know she’s little stubborn…she wants to play…But no! I can’t!… So I just close the eyes and look back at her …I see a little frown on her forehead and thoughts in her eyes ….I love her eyes…those are precious to me! But..I don’t like that frown … So I just kiss on her warm forehead….the crease is gone…and the smile giggles on her little face …..And suddenly to my surprise I see the baby back ….when I saw into her deep eyes ….It’s magic! …magic in eyes!…I found my baby back!…She is not gone anywhere. She’s here…right here!….In the eyes….I found my baby!